----- Original Message -----
From: Paul Stringini
To: Name Withheld
Sent: Saturday, April 21, 2012 3:27 PM
Subject: Re: Shepherd's Chapel
Hi,
Thanks for writing, I appreciate the time
you have taken to express your views. I'm going to respond in a point
by point fashion, this is my way of demonstrating that I'm listening to
you.
I want to thank you for your intent
to enlighten people with knowledge. I think it is very important that
there should always be people trying to expose what they believe to be
falseness in our world. People should always strive to keep their "eyes
wide open" and not let any person or denomination limit their options.
You are welcome, thank you for saying so.
As I have told people, I do this because this is what I love and this is
what I believe in, they don't have to agree with me. I usually find
that the biggest hypocrites are the people who write me to tell me that
I should stop being critical of Arnold Murray, if that is how they feel,
then they should take their own advice and stop being critical of me.
I am a Shepherd's Chapel viewer and
while you have put up a good "fight", I'm not convinced that there is
nothing to be gained in watching the show. I enjoy hearing the bible
read to me. Until I can find a better alternative that feeds me what I
want to learn and hear, I will continue to be a viewer.
Well, I'm not sure that I have said that
there is "nothing to be gained." One may learn many things from all
kinds of experiences. Good and bad; I have learned good things from bad
experiences, even from my experience with Arnold Murray, but this is
usually what they call "learning the hard way"
You made some interesting statements in that
paragraph which you ought to consider. 'That feeds me what I want to
learn and hear" I'm not going to play gotcha with that statement, I do
not view you as an adversary. You want to learn and hear the truth, no
doubt. But how do we know that what we want to hear is actually what we
ought to hear? We ought to listen also to things we may not want to
hear. In many places the scripture indicates that what we want to hear
and what we ought to hear are not always in agreement. The prophets
often were in the position of telling people things they did not want to
hear.
I don't have any specifics in your case, it
is just that if Arnold Murray is saying what you want to hear, then that
causes me some concern, because I also used to want to hear what he had
to say, and now I believe that his appeal to me was based more on the
fact that I liked his story, attitude, and "act," than on an objective
evaluation of whether his interpretations were sound scripturally.
But really, what is the big deal? A little
leaven leaven's the whole lump? Do we really take that seriously?
Either make the tree good and its fruit good or make the tree evil and
its fruit evil? Was Christ such a simpleton? Are we wiser today who are
sophisticated enough to know that no one can have the truth without a
little false doctrine mingled in. Is there always a little leaven in
our doctrine?
I believe there are many reasons why most
denominations, churches, and ministries are corrupted by false
doctrine. And the why is not so important as the fact that it is so.
But should we accept this for ourselves. Just a fable or two, just a
lie or two, just a little wishful thinking in doctrine, just a little
building up of imaginations.
I don't accept that for myself and I do not
encourage others to accept that. But I am glad you are so open minded.
Since you like to hear the scriptures read to you, then let me introduce
you to my bible studies. I say that you owe it to the truth to give it a
listen. They are all free to download or listen to online
http://oraclesofgod.org/studies/studies.html I go through the books,
chapter by chapter and line by line, just like a certain someone. I
recommend Matthew as a beginning point. There really is more to God's
word than what you have been taught and this is the stuff we had better
not miss. I am more concerned with doctrines that help you to inherit
eternal life than with the doctrines of Arnold Murray which puff some
people up (but not you apparently, I mean that)
Let me tell you a
little about myself. I grew up in a protestant church that bored the
u-know-what out of me. When I moved out of my parents house, I started
looking around and exploring other denominations. Eventually I found
myself in what I consider a real cult, the Church of Jesus Christ of
Latter Day Saints. I was a gung-ho, super committed member who had no
problem living the lifestyle, I lived their rules easily. I wasn't
looking to leave when my eyes were opened. It took me a while to
finally dare to look outside the box they try to keep their members in,
however I did finally find my way out. While you might say that I have
walked into another, I don't look at it that way.
Well, Arnold Murray is more of a cult of personality, you can
like him and listen to him without actually going off the deep end,
people do it every day. His doctrines are also heretical, but you can
take that or leave it. Some people swallow it hook line and sinker.
You are not one of those people. I know how it is, I remember how it
was went I went to my first Passover meeting in 1995, I was really
excited to go and meet "God's elect" you know, THE PEOPLE, but I was
really disappointed because most of the people were there to see "God's
Elect" you know, Arnold Murray, I met a few people with their heads
screwed on half-way straight, like me but that experience changed the
way I looked at Arnold Murray.
The thing is, I was not really getting it.
The Christianity I was being sold was a cheap imitation. I'm not going
to preach to you here, but please, give my bible studies a try, If you
really believe that Arnold Murray can't hurt you then, surely, what harm
can I do?
I am under no obligation to watch
The Shepherd's Chapel. I am under no obligation to financially support
The Shepherd's Chapel. That is something I can really appreciate. I
take what I want from the program and leave the rest behind.
Everyone loves a buffet, but is that really
how things are supposed to be?
"Whosoever heareth these sayings of mine,
may pick and choose as he liketh from among my doctrine."
Is that the way Jesus presented the Gospel?
I'll tell you this, that the main reason you
find yourself picking trough things is because there is so much stuff
being added to Christianity these days. They add on their own rules,
they add on their doctrines, but they neglect the things that are most
needful. I believe that by focusing on the things people really need to
hear, that there is precious little left to pick and choose through,
pure and unleavened doctrine ought to be accepted and acceptable.
You have to pick through what you hear
because of all the leaven that has been added. Corruption.
Doctrine saves, it is what we believe, we do
not know Jesus except by some doctrine or other, except by some
scripture or other, in this we need to guard against the corruption of
men entering in.
2Timn 4:16 Take heed unto thyself, and unto
the doctrine; continue in them: for in doing this thou shalt both save
thyself, and them that hear thee.
2 Cor 2:17 For we are not as many, which corrupt the word of God:
but as of sincerity, but as of God, in the sight of God speak we in
Christ.
Eph 4:14 That we henceforth be no more
children, tossed to and fro, and carried about with every wind of
doctrine, by the sleight of men, and cunning craftiness, whereby they
lie in wait to deceive;
15 But speaking the truth in love, may grow up into him in all things,
which is the head, even Christ:
Pastor Murray, like everyone else, has had
moments when he opened his mouth and said things he shouldn't have
said.
If that was the case then it would be
completely understandable, I'm certain we all make mistakes, but a slip
or an error is different than die-cast corruption. Do you know how much
I get mocked by his students for believing that Adam and Eve ate a piece
of fruit in the garden? Never mind what the bible says...
And out of the ground made the LORD God to
grow every tree that is pleasant to the sight, and good for food; the
tree of life also in the midst of the garden, and the tree of knowledge
of good and evil.
And when the woman saw that the tree was
good for food, and that it was pleasant to the eyes, and a tree to be
desired to make one wise, she took of the fruit thereof, and did eat,
and gave also unto her husband with her; and he did eat.
I read that and I believe that, as it is
written. Period. And they mock me for that, because that is the way
their teacher behaves. If I think that Adam and Eve ate a piece of
fruit, then I am an idiot worthy of mockery who is biblically illiterate
and has not learned to "read between the lines." We are supposed to be
casting down imaginations, the ministry of Arnold Murray exalts
imaginations and innuendos.
I don't agree with
everything he or they say. I find I disagree more with people such as
Jim Bakker, Joyce Meyers, and all of the many other television preachers
out there who seem more interested in "your" money than anything else.
I don't want to watch a television pastor OR go to a local church and
hear a local pastor, ramble on and on, never really focusing on the
actual content of the Bible. I have flipped the channels and the
others leave me either bored or disgusted.
I'm not a fan of any of those ministers either. I generally take the
view that if they are on TV or the radio that they can be presumed to be
ministers of Satan.
I don't attend "Church" I don't really
believe in that concept. I do believe in getting together with other
believers, but I see no imperative in the scripture for the "church
service." It is a tradition. So it is disposable.
You might encourage me to find a
local bible teaching church in my area.
I do not.
First of all, I have tried. I have
found so many hypocrites and judgmental people for the most part.
Ok, sorry in advance, I can't help it, but
aren't you being a bit judgmental?
Everybody has to do judgment, it just
depends how you do it and knowing what is left up to God and what is
demanded of us to judge for ourselves. You shall know them by their
fruits, we have to judge, but we do not make stuff up either, God is
judge. I don't say adultery is a sin, God says so. I don't condemn
false teachers, God does. I just preach the gospel and call people to
repent.
I do not believe I need to be
baptized into a particular denomination that claims to be the right
church, to go to Heaven.
I don't even believe in "going to heaven,"
Everyone seems to want to go there. But where exactly did Jesus ever
preach about "going to heaven?"
"If any man believe on me, he will go to
heaven." I don't recall him saying that, or anything like it...
From what I understand after we rise from
the dead, the kingdom of heaven will encompass everything. I do not
really expect to ever "go to heaven." I will die and then I will rise
from death to live eternally, I may visit heaven, I suppose, but I never
think of getting there as being the main point of my faith. I believe
so that I may inherit eternal life.
I believe in John 3:16 and I believe
in God.
That is a fine start, but John 3:16 is not
enough. Who is this Jesus? Who is this God? What does it mean to
believe in him? Is it enough just to believe that he existed? That he
rose? Who rose? The demons also believe and tremble. We go from faith
to faith, from righteousness to righteousness. I want more than John
3:16 I want 1 John 3:6 (Just move the digit 1 over)
1 John 3:6 Whosoever abideth in him sinneth
not: whosoever sinneth hath not seen him, neither known him.
Do you believe that? I do. A lot of people
will start making excuses and saying how it means something else. Don't
let the snakes fool you. We say that we know him, but we lie. Tell me
you know Jesus and I will know you for a liar. I won't tell you that I
know him. But I like to believe that he knows me.
Phil3:10 That I may know him, and the power
of his resurrection, and the fellowship of his sufferings, being made
conformable unto his death; 11 If by any means I might attain unto the
resurrection of the dead.
I have a saying about modern Christianity,
they treat the faith of Christ like it is the Special Olympics or
something, They are all lined up for the race, the starting gun is
fired, they all declare their faith, sit down on the ground and declare
victory.
2 tim 2:5 And if a man also strive for
masteries, yet is he not crowned, except he strive lawfully.
We have to run the race according to the
rules, this is not the Special Olympics here, we do not sit down at the
starting line and declare victory, do you want to be sure of your
salvation? I'll tell you what, God is sure, he knows all about your
salvation and my salvation, it is all written before him. But me, I
need convincing, this is how I get convinced of my salvation:
2 peter 1:4 Whereby are given unto us
exceeding great and precious promises: that by these ye might be
partakers of the divine nature, having escaped the corruption that is in
the world through lust.
5 And beside this, giving all diligence, add to your faith virtue; and
to virtue knowledge;
6 And to knowledge temperance; and to temperance patience; and to
patience godliness;
7 And to godliness brotherly kindness; and to brotherly kindness
charity.
8 For if these things be in you, and abound, they make you that ye shall
neither be barren nor unfruitful in the knowledge of our Lord Jesus
Christ.
9 But he that lacketh these things is blind, and cannot see afar off,
and hath forgotten that he was purged from his old sins.
10 Wherefore the rather, brethren, give diligence to make your calling
and election sure: for if ye do these things, ye shall never fall:
11 For so an entrance shall be ministered unto you abundantly into the
everlasting kingdom of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ.
When I see all those things happening to me,
I assure myself of my salvation. When I see the finish line, I know my
race is nearly run. Salvation is the END of your faith,
1Peter 1:9 Receiving the end of your faith, even the salvation of
your souls.
But they taught us that salvation was the
beginning of faith, and that is not totally untrue, because it was
determined before the foundations of the world by God, but we are not
God, and we have a race to run, even if God knows then end, I do not
presume to know his mind.
Proverbs 16:33 The lot is cast into the lap;
but the whole disposing thereof is of the LORD.
God knows those that are his. I don't so I
act accordingly. Not with pointless self-assurance. And dangerous
complacency.
I haven't limited myself on the
variety of denominations,
From my perspective you have limited
yourself, not intentionally, what choice did we have when we knew
nothing? There is precious little difference in those denominations,
they all miss the essential point of being a Christian, they are most
anxious to satisfy and pacify, to assure you that you are saved, "WHAT
MUST I DO TO BE SAVED?" and they want it to be accomplished in 15
minutes or less or have all the rules and reg's fit on an 8x11 sheet of
paper, they want to get you to sit down at the starting line, and
declare victory, to serve you up to their master. Lambs for the
slaughter.
The only difference with Arnold Murray is
that he has more titillating things to say, He turns boring old church
into an ear scratching festival. Kenites, sex with Satan, preexistence
in an unknown world, flying saucers, giants, and to be saved all you
need is John 3:16, after that come here and look at this pornography
good old Arnold found in Genesis. Really helping people.
I've tried all but Jehovah's
Witnesses (don't want to even go there), Jewish practices, Amish
services, and the Scientologists. I'm sure I've missed some other one
of the lesser known churches. I simply do not believe in church
anymore.
Very good.
I do not believe
that attendance, membership, or graduating from special classes is going
to help me in my journey through life and to/with God. I do not believe
that any particular denomination is the "right" or "only" way to God. I
think "denominations" are just different man's interpretation of what
they think people should do, when it comes to God.
Well, denominations are what happens when someone like Arnold Murray
dies, but his ministry does not. Denominations are ways of codifying
error ensuing the perpetuation of one generations mistakes into another.
I believe that most churches do not use the
money that people give to them, responsibly. I do not believe that this
money is used in the manner in which God intended it to be used. I
would rather give money to someone I can clearly see is in genuine need
of help, by either paying for something they need, or just plain giving
it to them in their time of need. The United States has many people in
it who truly need help and assistance. I think that is a better way to
"spend" our tithing, in a world such as we are in, today.
From what I know, Churches spend a lot of their money
paying bills and paying the professional religionist (and even small
town pastors can make pretty good money!). Beyond that, I don't know,
but bigger churches are generally money pits. The money goes to build
their kingdom, more churches, bigger churches. I'm not going to tell
you what to do with your money, that is why God sends the holy spirit to
lead us to do what is right.
One thing I have learned from the L.D.S.
church is that no matter how "good" something looks today, it isn't
always the reality. Another thing I've learned is that I will never
again take any "man's" word, nor the teachings of any denomination, nor
the word of any group on this Earth, as 100% accurate and absolute.
ALL denominations have corruption somewhere.
I don't disagree with you about
denominations, but what about you? Is there any reason you can't ferret
out any corruption dwelling in your doctrine? Denominations can't get
rid of corruption, it is too complicated, their systematized religion
forbids it. At the local level, the pastor's hands are tied, he can't
just change doctrine, unless he wants to break with big brother. and
even then, it gets back to the cult of personality, why is the Pastor
the only one with gifts in the church these days or the right to speak?
I can believe that God will lead me to a state of incorruption, that he
will show me the error of my ways. It is not asking to much...If you
dare to ask it!
Titus 2:7 In all things showing thyself a
pattern of good works: in doctrine showing uncorruptness,
gravity, sincerity,
The only thing I know with an absolute 100% assuredly is that I
DO believe in God. I do believe in Jesus and that God sent His Son to
die so that we can all have everlasting life. (Again, John 3:16)
Again I say, that is not enough, we are not idle, are we?
Add to your faith, build up your faith.
2Cor 7:1 Having therefore these promises, dearly beloved,
let us cleanse ourselves from all filthiness of the flesh and spirit,
perfecting holiness in the fear of God.
You have the promise of salvation, but there are more
promises than that to believe in, do you believe also in these?
Don't think I'm judging you based on your words, I do not
really think that your faith ends at John 3:16. I'm just being
provocative, but that is my role. I don't want your money, or to put
you in some building, but I will make you think, if you let me, again,
listen to my bible studies, you will get a new and (I think) better
perspective on your faith.
I've been a practicing free-lance Christian for many
years, so my studies can help you figure out what it is you are supposed
to be doing since you know that you were not put on this earth to warm a
pew. I'm not going to lay rules on you, you don't have to make a
commitment to me or my doctrine, but give it a chance and you will see.
I know that God is more interested in my personal relationship
with Him, than anything else. I am a sinner and I make lots of mistakes
and I strive to repent and want to be a better person.
Then my studies are just the sort of thing you will find
helpful in that effort.
Again I want to thank you for continuing your quest to expose
the fruitful works of darkness. I AM curious, however, if you have done
any work on the Mormons (L.D.S. church). Having "been there & done
that", I am always interested in solidifying my decision to leave, even
more firmly.
The only teacher I ever had was Arnold
Murray, I did not go to bible school or anything like that. When I was
21 I was married in front of Arnold Murray's desk, I don't really know
about LDS, not having ever been a part of that movement. I am not a
researcher, I am a musician and bible teacher primarily, I mostly focus
on what the faith actually is, you just ran into me based on my
association with Arnold Murray. Everything I say about Dr. Murray comes
from my personal experience. One denomination was enough, and the
Shepherd's Chapel is just another denomination, just more impersonal and
distant, all the closeness people feel to Arnold Murray through the TV
is an illusion.
I do not have an organization for you to
join. Or a place for you to meet with people , but as an experienced
individual in the faith I try to give people the personal attention and
respect I never got from most Pastors that I have met so if you have any
questions you may write me and I will try to give you as best an answer
as I can. I think you are on the right track, you just need a little
push to keep going, I can only offer my website, the teachings, the
music, I don't know if you are aware, but I write bible music, I put the
words of the scripture into song, including whole books, http://oraclesofgod.org/ that
is actually my primary ministry. If you can find true friends in the
faith they are worth more than a hundred churches overflowing with
fatted calves.
I do not do this professionally so I don't
have as much online as i would like and I'm about a year behind on
posting emails and there are things I want to write, sing... videos, I
have some very good videos, I'd like to finish, I don't know when....
You should check those out too.
http://www.youtube.com/user/PaulStringini Anyways, nice to hear
from you, I am at your service.
Sincerely,
Paul Stringini