----- Original Message -----
From: Paul Stringini
To: Name Withheld
Sent: Sunday, June 24, 2012 1:06 PM
Subject: Re: Please don't respond negatively....Thank you
Hello, Name Withheld. I did get both emails When one
finds my Shepherd's Chapel page it is easy to assume that is all I do,
there is a lot of stuff there, but I'm glad you found the main area of
my website and hope you will find time to enjoy all I have to offer
there.
I am not going to comment on everything you said, obviously, because
it would be wrong to bring up the stuff that became irrelevant after
you discovered the rest of my website and made an apology, which I
accept. I did have a thing or two to say though, about some of the
remarks, that were not exactly related to that (or I do not see how
they relate) and I hope I have not written them in such a fashion
that will cause you any discomfort. From what I can tell my writing
reads very harsh to some people, and at times it must be so, but I
am mostly trying to communicate clearly and concisely as best i can,
and it is not easy to do it in the limited time life provides. I
mean well.
There is something I wanted to communicate to you
that you may not have really understood about me. Some people have said
"Why don't you go after other teachers?" And the simple answer is that
Arnold Murray was MY teacher. The only bible instructor I ever had. I
began studying with his ministry in 1993 when I was 19 years old, In
1995 I was married in front of his desk even though I was already
beginning to doubt whether this man was teaching me rightly. After I
stopped listening to his broadcasts and buying his tapes I continued to
study on my own, but with growing concern about what I had been
taught. When I first began talking about Arnold Murray and the
Shepherd's Chapel in 2007 I had spent ten years living with the doubts I
had, but saying nothing, and oraclesofgod.org had been up and running
since 1998.
What I'm saying is that I didn't come up with my
Arnold Murray webpage overnight or out of the blue, I didn't rush into
it either, this is something I did after long consideration, . He was
my teacher, I didn't pick him randomly or anything, I was a student. I
didn't go to Oral Roberts University, or Wheaton College, if I did, them
that part of my website might be about them, but I didn't go there and I
don't know them the way I know Arnold Murray.
There is way too much judgement on one
person, and his teachings.
I know you found the rest of my website, but what
I'm trying to say is that I only have one man's teachings to judge. I
have not done any public judgment of the man. Teachings must be judged,
you yourself said this:
I study to find whether it is of God or not.
I'm not saying any of this to batter you or "score
points" please don't think that. I don't even need to print this (I'm
so far behind God only knows if I ever will), but I want to make you
think. How can you tell if some man's teachings are of God or not, if
there is error in all Men? If we all err in doctrine, then doctrine full
of error can't be the measure of ungodly teaching. Moreover, if you are
trying to judge if things are "of god or not" you can never be sure that
your judgment itself is uncorrupt. Judgment is not a dirty word but it
is a slippery business.
I'm not claiming to myself be perfect. But I'm not
afraid of confessing it when it is shown to me. The thing is, that
almost everyone says "you can't have doctrine without error" but then
they all run around acting as if they are the exception. If I were to
ask you< "What is your error in doctrine?" You couldn't answer, and
neither could I. If we believed it was error, we would reject it, that,
or we would be exceedingly wicked.
Titus 2:7 In all things showing thyself a pattern of
good works: in doctrine showing uncorruptness, gravity,
sincerity,
How can we be uncorrupt in doctrine? We are
certainly called to be so. And you said that you study in order to make
judgments about teachings, so do I. So we obviously have some sense of
what corrupt and incorrupt doctrine is. And we also have some sense that
these things need to be judged.
For me it is a very simple sentiment. "intruding into
those things which he hath not seen, vainly puffed up by his fleshly
mind,"
Many of Arnold Murray's doctrines are far-fetched and
the product of active imagination, and such things are clearly
"corruption" or "leaven," they are not things one is taught by the bible
but rather things that men teach the bible to say by manipulating the
scriptures. For example, when he says that the elect who live in the
flesh were Angelic beings in a past age who where chosen to be the elect
because they stood against Satan at that time. That is not based on the
teaching of Christ or any of his apostles or prophets, but based on
manipulating far-flung scriptures and using psychology to shame people
into "seeing." "Only the elect can see this truth, only the wise." But
the emperor is not wearing any clothes.
Anyway, I don't really care much about Arnold
Murray's "reputation" or whatever, what I care about are the people who
need a teacher but end up finding this guy, and I sincerely believe his
teachings are damaging people and that God has given me the work of
helping these people. I don't know if you know many long-term students
of the Chapel, but as a rule, the fruit of an evil tree is evil.
I know it is very popular nowadays to "accept"
everyone and everything and judge nothing. We are far from the
sentiments of Christ who said, either make the tree and its fruit good
or make the tree and its fruit evil. We want wells that produce bitter
and sweet water. We listen to ministries and glean out the good stuff
and leave the bad, and we think that is just ok. Well, it isn't.
When I teach the bible I try to leave as much
imagination out as possible. I don't know how successful I am at that,
but I do make it a priority. Listen and judge for yourself.
A few more clarifications and comments:
There is way too much judgement on the people following his
teachings, meaning; it appears you assume the followers are not studying
what Pastor Murray is teaching. How would you know that?
Some of them don't know what he teaches, and that is something I
DISCOVERED, after I started this, absolutely not an assumption I started
out with.
I know it because I studied his teachings, so I know what they are. And
then I talk to SOME of these people and they say things to me like
"Arnold Murray doesn't teach that the people commonly called Jews are
actually the literal offspring of the devil, I have never heard him
speak such filth." And at that point, I absolutely know that these
folks have not studied very much with the Pastor. I don't know if they
are bad listeners, or if they just missed all those points by accident,
or if their eyes glaze over when he uses the old doubletalk on them, or
if they just refuse to believe it even when he says it... I don't know
why or how, but some just don't know.
I have heard him tell his viewers not to
believe him, but to seek for ourselves whether he is speaking/teaching
right or wrong.
That is a classic confidence tactic. Confidence, as
in, "con-man." You gain their confidence and disarm them by saying
things like "don't take my word for it" Etc. All the while he is
disarming them. "I can trust this guy, because he says "don't trust
me""
That is why he can ask for money constantly and even
people who ought to know better are fooled when he says "I never beg,"
Confidence tactics are not the tools of godly men. They are
self-serving tactics which disarm the minds of the weak.
whatever measure of judgement you judge on a
man, that same measurement will come back to you...
I know, and I am willing to submit myself to that judgment.
2 Ti 2:15 Study to show thyself approved unto God, a
workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of
truth.
16 But shun profane and vain babblings: for they will increase unto more
ungodliness.
17 And their word will eat as doth a canker: of whom is Hymenaeus and
Philetus;
18 Who concerning the truth have erred, saying that the resurrection is
past already; and overthrow the faith of some.
Verses 16-18 are not as popular as 15.
Sincerely,
Paul Stringini